Extended Self Love/Adulting

Ok so recently I've been grappling with the idea that maybe I'm a little too into myself. I love myself like crazy. I'm obsessed with my own mind and beauty. It's the strangest thing. Then I had to consider how I display it. I don't think I'm into myself in front of other people, which makes me feel a lot better. So more recently, I've been trying to put a title on it. I decided that its "Extended Self Love". It's personal. It's between me and the mirror and me and my thoughts. It's a wonderful feeling to find something in yourself that you once was so sure you needed from everybody else. 

I am the only person who knows me inside and out. I am the only one who has the power to decide how I feel about it. It irks me when other people don't see what I see, but that shouldn't be my problem. I still have occasional insecurities but more often than not, I love every part of who I am. The topic may repeat, but the depths of my feelings grow as I grow which is why there's a need to reiterate.  

Love yourself before seeking it from someone else. I used to hate when people said that but now I understand what it means. 

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I don't want to adult anymore. I'm over it. That is all.