OH BOY! To be your age again lol let me update you on where you currently stand in life...you graduated college and you are now a great kindergarten teacher, you're very opinionated and outspoken. You're an aunt to perfect Luke.....Te'Jal had a baby!!! You got over your fear of driving and learned....7 years later. The story of how you lost your virginity is awesome!. You went natural. Curls pop on occasion. Jamall lives in Texas...wtf. Grey's Anatomy is good tv. I can't think of anything else. OHHHHH!!!! You blocked that yellow dude on everything #nocontactbih

Here's my advice to you. 
1. Go love on your dad, he's going to die in 3 years. 
2. Don't be so trusting. Guard yourself a little more. Not everyone has good intentions. 
3. Don't get any credit cards...you totally screwed me over with that. 
4. Go to OMA and get to know people
5.  Next year, go find this freshman named Kiera! 
.6. Look out for you first. 
7. Your grades matter. Earn good ones.
8. Go find Ty'Ann!
9. Burn the Winnie the Pooh Sweater...Please.

I want to reassure of you a few things:
1. That yellow dude is not the end for you. 
2. It's okay that you don't take good notes.. You retained what you needed to do your job well.
3, You become stronger than you ever thought possible. 
4. Friends come and go...you'll live girl
5. 25 year old you is just fine!


Love you :)

I've had some recent experiences that has made one thing clear. I'm living my life in limbo. The only thing I know for sure is that I teach kindergarten. It's the one constant decision I've continued to make on my own. Every other aspect of my life is floating around my head and I'm not quite sure how to reel everything in. I think I knew this before, but being around so many people who have their shit together, has kind of forced me to spend this day with myself to figure out what the problem is. 

The problem is, I don't have any answers anymore. I was always aware of my problems but it took so much work to figure out the problem that I congratulated myself for it and never even made it to the answer. I need clarity. I need security. I need to search for answers. I don't want to be in limbo anymore. I don't want to keep dreaming about the life that I want. I want to live it before I can't. 
I'll be working on finding my answers. 
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Have a lovely week :)