Energy

I'm in the middle of a major turning point in my life. I've recently discovered how important energy is to what I'm trying to do. Energy is never created nor destroyed, it kind of just bounces from one thing to another. I have to make sure that the energy I'm giving off is energy other people don't mind picking up. 

Things have been tough and will continue to be tough for me and the energy that I'm giving off isn't necessarily the best. I have a lot to lose. I can't sulk and hate life with the expectation that things will fall into place and that people won't want to leave. 

Advice from my best friend: Watch out for the people around you. You are who you hang around. The people around you give off energy and if it's not energy that's best for your life, leave those people alone. 

I do hang around a lot of people with a "stuck" mentality and a dark energy. What I wasn't realizing was that that's the same thing I'm giving off. 

Think about the things you don't like or energy that you don't appreciate and then look in the mirror. It's hard to see when you've become the things you don't like. 

Your friends don't want to deal with that, especially when you show no signs of trying to change. You don't want to become that person someone used to be friends with just because you give off a perpetual dark energy. 

You could play a drinking game with the word "energy". Take a shot every time you read it in this post :P 

Drink up!!!! and remember what Drake said:

"...And you realize [s]he just not in a position to reciprocate your energy"