Explanations

Okay so I'll do my best to explain myself. I had an overly emotional month! It lasted from February 29th until March 28th. When I say emotional I mean crying myself to sleep for 2 and a half weeks and falling asleep at like 830pm. 

I was already emotional but then all of this stuff started happening. Basically life as I'd known it had ended. I didn't see it coming and I didn't and still don't know how to handle it. 

Has someone ever looked at you and you just know they are staring directly into your soul? Yes this happened to me a couple of weeks ago with someone I haven't even known that long. It was actually quite uncomfortable. And I didn't know how to handle it. My soul was taken apart and read right before my very eyes and it was hard to watch. How does someone so new have the ability to do that?

And I was dealing with professional frustrations. I'll elaborate on this in my teacher blog. but basically I was being told to do stuff in my classroom that my kids didn't need me to do which would steal time away from the things they actually need. And the people I was talking to said there hands were tied so yeah. FRUSTRATED!

As I mentioned before, a large chunk of what happened is not my business to tell. It would definitely help fill in some gaps but I can't speak on all that.