LIMBO

I've had some recent experiences that has made one thing clear. I'm living my life in limbo. The only thing I know for sure is that I teach kindergarten. It's the one constant decision I've continued to make on my own. Every other aspect of my life is floating around my head and I'm not quite sure how to reel everything in. I think I knew this before, but being around so many people who have their shit together, has kind of forced me to spend this day with myself to figure out what the problem is. 

The problem is, I don't have any answers anymore. I was always aware of my problems but it took so much work to figure out the problem that I congratulated myself for it and never even made it to the answer. I need clarity. I need security. I need to search for answers. I don't want to be in limbo anymore. I don't want to keep dreaming about the life that I want. I want to live it before I can't. 
I'll be working on finding my answers. 
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Have a lovely week :)