Soundtrack Update

A little while ago, Miracle and I had a blog challenge. One of the topics was making a soundtrack for your current life. I'll include a link to that post at the bottom of this one.  Here's my updated soundtrack:

1. Too Deep- Kehlani 
2. Needy- Ariana Grande 
3. Butterflies- Queen Naija 
4. In the Grey- Bridget Kelly
5. Anymore- Ella Mai
6. 24/7- Kehlani 
7. Ring The Alarm- Beyonce
8. Gimme What I Want- Keri Hilson
9. You Want This- Janet Jackson
10. Cover Girl- Brooke Valentine
11. Morning Glory- Kehlani
12. Still Standing- Monica
13. Yet- Kehlani

Bonus Tracks in honor of my Vegas trip tomorrow:

1. Wasted-Plies
2. One of them Nights- City Girls

Basically, I got in too deep with a guy. I got very...needy and comfortable. The situation gave me butterflies ♥. Until I realized I was doing everything all wrong. I realized that I was in the grey  all by myself. I decided I can't do that anymore. I need to meet people where they are instead of trying to put them where I want them. Some days I'm ok, other days I'm questioning how I could get this so wrong. Nobody feels good 24/7. That's not human. Although I've realized my error, I will ring the alarm so fucking loud if this guy moves on before I'm ready! He has to wait for me to be ready. Because I said so. Life would be so much easier if the men I wanted would just gimme what I want. But you know who does want to give me things....all the guys I DON'T WANT!!!! I'm not interested in anything new. Despite all the male attention, sometimes I just don't feel like a cover girl. (I feel good and bad about that lol) I suppose that shouldn't be the expectation. "If you don't want me at my goodnight, then you can't have me at my morning glory". That's for me. I have to be okay with me.
No matter what I've gone through or what I'm currently going through, I'M STILL STANDING!!! And the best part is, I haven't even reached my full potential yet. I still have so far to go! Like Vegas (LOL jk). Soon as I'm done at the salon, I'm getting wasted and it's going to be one of them nights :)

Until next week, 

LATER!!! 
Here's Bae with "Yet" 

Here's the link to my original soundtrack post: https://nicolenaturally.weebly.com/blog/day-1-soundtrack-to-my-life 

Idk how to make it a clickable link...I don't know this tech stuff lol