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I have been waiting sooooo long to post this!!! I wanted to be fair in giving people time to watch it before I just put everything out there. I decided that everyone has had long enough. I'm about to ramble...FYI

There is so much to talk about!! 

Overall, I REALLY enjoyed the show. I found it to be educational and entertaining. I think the best way to do this is to go by characters, so here goes:

​Joe: Joe is incredibly charming, if you don't know he's a murderous stalker. The fact that he decided in the first few minutes that Beck wanted him because she used a card instead of cash let me know that he was a little off in the head before I even knew what was going on. My biggest issues, outside of the murderous stalking, is how he managed to manipulate her so much and that she spent all this time apologizing to him for things. This dude was stalking you, murdering your friends, manipulating you, and failing to perform in the bedroom. The amount of apologizing was just disgusting. The fact that he thought that everything he was doing was for her benefit...that's insane. His character was educational because we could get in his head. How he reads people, his instincts, and his intuition...it's crazy!! I still don't know how he picked up on the thing with the therapist. Wanting a better life for Beck wasn't wrong, but his methods of doing so...super fucked up. He really thought killing people was the best thing to do and even addressed how Beck's life was made better by his murders. And then finding out what Mr. Mooney had been doing to him and exposing things to Paco, he's continuing the cycle of abuse. It's all very disturbing. 

Beck: Beck was so naive. I'm not gonna get over this dude being in her shower, with an obvious shadow on the shower curtain and she completely missed it. I might be a little paranoid, but I check my closets and shower often. You just never know. I've decided that Beck is a bad judge of character. Joe and Peach...Nah girl. You should've picked up on something. They were not wrong to hate each other. Peach was not a good friend. She knew that, but she had some sort of obligation to her for whatever reason. Beck was a mess of a person, which is totally relatable. And the fact that she was caught cheating after all the shit that Joe had done...*facepalm*

Paco: I felt bad for Paco the entire time. His mom ain't shit, Ron really ain't shit, Joe ain't shit, but he was good to that little boy. He seemed to be the only one to care about him. When Paco said he forgot the book was in the ceiling and explained with that meant, I was like OH SHIT!!! It's about to get real!! And sure enough, Beck found that box!! Back to Paco, he witnessed drugs, domestic violence, murder, kidnapping...he's seen so much. It makes me wonder where his story would go had he not moved away at the end.

Ron: Ron was an awful person, but he was right about Joe. He didn't know why Joe was weird, but he knew there was something off about him. When he beat Joe's ass after Peach was attacked, I was like good. He deserved that. 

Karen: I LOVED KAREN!!! She came out of nowhere and showed Joe some new shit...some NORMAL shit. Some shit that didn't involve stalking or anything crazy liked that. When he walked in and broke up with her, I was so amazed by how gracefully she made her exit. I was so happy to see that the black woman could be portrayed in such a way on a predominately white show. And when she went to have her talk with Beck, I'm so glad Beck was accepting and started looking into things...but then again maybe that wasn't the best for her because she ended up dead...Was there really a way for her to win? I'm glad Karen made it out alive though. 

Candace: I WANT TO KNOW WHERE CANDACE WENT AND WHAT SHE KNOWS!!! She did a number on Joe and lived!

The Captain: Real quick blurb about Beck's dad. Who else thought she had a sugar daddy? I did and then when they revealed that it was her dad I was like oh that's less interesting and a little weird because she was about to masturbate until he showed up. Eww.

Beck's friends: Beck's friends suck. Joe had that right. Peach. Gross. Her little distraction party...bitch grow up. I knew Peach wasn't a good friend but for it to be revealed that she was in love with Beck...that was shocking af. I didn't see that coming. THAT FAKE ASS SUICIDE ATTEMPT!!!!! I was so MAD! That is nothing to play with. She manipulated tf outta Beck and Beck fell for it. That weird party at the house in Greenwich. Me and Peach would never speak again...well I guess they didn't speak again because Joe killed her. Oops. Annika and Lynn are just dumb af. Joe so easily got them to believe that Beck was with the therapist to set up his murder plan. Why would they so easily believe someone else over their friend that they've known so long? That wouldn't be me! 

Therapist: Joe's ability to keep up the lie about Paul, Reynaldo and Brad is sick af. That's a true talent. This is a lie you gotta keep up for weeks. Like how did he not slip up on those names? I was amazed. And I really don't know how he picked up on Beck cheating with her therapist. Did I miss something? Was that obvious?

Relating to Joe: So although Joe is a huge creep, there was some stuff I found myself relating to that made me think I was crazy. 

• When he said something like "I hardly look at your page. Only about 3 times a day" I was like damn, been there!
• When he said "How am I supposed to be great with you being gone if you're actually gone" after discovering that he couldn't find any of Beck's social media...RELATABLE!!!
• Ummm that's all I can remember. But relating to a stalker is a little uncomfortbale LOL

So I think I've mentioned the things that I received in my blog comments! I agreed with what you all said. It seems that nobody liked Peach and Paco was included in many of the shocking moments. 

Devin, do you think you'll watch?

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