2020 Confessions

2020 has been a wild ride!! I'll address that more next week. 

I asked you guys what you wanted and yall said "SPILL THE TEA, SIS!" Cool. I narrowed this list down from 22 to 10. Enjoy!

1. I listen to one of these albums waaaaay more than the other and, unfortunately, it is not Bae's. Both are great, though!

2. I follow two Instagram pages that help make me feel normal about my medical conditions. I am living with diabetes and I have generalized anxiety disorder. It is difficult to discuss how these things impact my life daily. These instagram pages provide a sense of "normalcy" to my day about things that are "weird" to talk about. 

3. Yall I love our favorite hot girl, but Meg's album was not good. I stopped at song 8 or 9 and I only saved Cry Baby...

4. I'm a very sexual person but somehow there was more than a year in between the last two times I had sex. 

5. During that time, something strange happened. I swear for like a week I had a broken...ummm...

PS It's not broken 😜
6. I indulge in serious daydreaming. It's my favorite form of escapism. When I listen to music or read books, I feel like I can disappear from wherever I don't want to be.  

7. I started doordashing about two months ago and I have three things to say about it: 1. Turn on your fucking porch light!!  2. Sorry, I forgot your drink in my car 🥴 3. I can't tell if the mask is upside down or not lol

8. I wish I was closer to my family. I know some people were really struggling with not being able to be around their families during this time and in that regard, I didn't experience much change. We grew apart years ago and that was just that. There's no beef or anything, it just happened. Of course I'm close with my mom and sister, but that's it for real. 

9. I had my first romantic cuddle...in rona...at 28. It was the sweetest thing ever and now there's no turning back. 

10. I am truly IN LOVE with all of my closest friends. When I tell you I don't know what I did to deserve such a tolerant support system, I mean that. These are people that have been in my life since I was trash lol I had a lot of learning and growing to do.  I am provided the space to my entire self and I only hope that I provide that for them too 💖 All of the following things ring true in my friendships:

So those are the ten confessions that made the cut! 

I hope everyone is finding joy this holiday season! It's the first day of Kwanzaa and it's my best friend's birthday. Cash her out $Tcartwright20 

Were you surprised by anything? Did you already know something from the list? Anything you want to share?

As always, thanks for reading (I actually can't believe you guys read my blog 😭)