Valentine's Day Confessions

In honor of Valentine's Day, I have compiled a list of 14 confessions surrounding love, relationships, and this day altogether.. 
This post was originally written in 2019. I went through and posted an update next to them and added 7 new confessions for your viewing pleasure 🙂

1. I have only been in love once. Trying to decide if this is still true…I honestly don’t know if I was in love with my ex or just loved him.
2. I have never been in a relationship. I kinda have. Kinda. 
3. Valentine's Day parties at school fill me with so much anxiety...(imagine 20 something kids anticipating a party all day, allergies, 20 something kids passing things out...the candy...so much candy) This year was one for the books in all the best ways!!!
4. I have never celebrated Valentine's Day with a guy. Unfortunately, still true. 
5. I have gone on very few dates and the best date I ever had was with a girl. (No, I'm not gay) (It's a long story) Still true.
6. I have only cuddled with a guy once and it was a friend of mine who showed up to our dorm drunk and wanted to cuddle. The other girl was like uh no, so I said yes. Yall, he sweated all over me all night. No longer true. I have had some of the best cuddles in the last 2 years. 
7. I told my best friend to send me flowers and he didn't. He sucks. He does not suck lol he is a great guy and he better be buying his girlfriend flowers!
8. I think everyone deserves love, but not everyone will get it. Oooh this one is deep. I still believe this
9. I believe in soulmates. Absolutely!
10. Although I'm single, I still like the idea of Valentine's Day for couples. Still true! Love it for yall!
11. I'm not a fan of the single girls hanging out for Valentine's Day thing. I just imagine a sad chick flick where they all secretly wish they were with a guy instead of their friends. 1000% 
12. Sugar daddy jokes are all fun and games until the situation presents itself for real. I'm not cut out for it LOL Maybe we need a contract to hammer out the details beforehand…I’m open lol
13. I'd be lying through my teeth if I said a man loving me unconditionally didn't sound good. Unfortunately, there are always conditions. (PS, I hate that I'm like this LOL) I definitely want unconditional romantic love. I’m not ashamed of this desire. 
14. Some of these confessions are not the most positive, but please understand that I'm in love with my story! Wholeheartedly believe that everything happens the way it’s supposed to. Sometimes I struggle with parts of my reality, but I always know it happened the way it did for a reason. 

Happy Valentine's Day Lovers ❤

7 New Confessions 

1. I am not talking to or dating anyone.
   
2. I got ghosted by a guy and it really knocked the wind out of me. 
   
3. I cannot sleep with other people in my bed.
   
4. I don’t think I’m supposed to be dating right now.
   
5. I got teary eyed  during the card exchange in my class today.
   
6. I met my best friend’s girlfriend and felt a sense of relief that he was being taken care of. 
   
7. I can’t wait to celebrate my first Valentine’s Day with a romantic partner.
   

Ok enough. I got conferences to prepare for ♥️goodnight♥️