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This is going to get real dirty. Turn back now or don’t…Up to you!
I turned around and we started kissing. We’re kissing and walking towards my bedroom. While we’re kissing I’m asking him if he has a condom. He says…no. HE SAID NO!!! I’m like did you not know what we were going to do here? Am I the only one who was trying to fuck tonight? This is a thing, yall. People be out here fucking with no condoms. I was people until I started this phase of my life. Anyway, I went to my secret, I guess not-so-secret anymore, sex box and gave him a condom. We kissed a bit more and got undressed. He pushed me over the foot of my bed and was sliding into me within seconds. That first stroke cannot be fucked with if the dick is dicking like it should. Charlie…that man was different. He taught me that I can fuck with a shorter dude. I thought I was more shallow than that, honestly. I was very pleasantly surprised at how little height mattered when it came to dominating in the bedroom. He also taught me that I love a vocal man. In my experience, when men talk, they’re asking me to say stuff. “How that dick feel? “You gon cum for daddy?” Shit like that. Buuuuut Charlie? No, Charlie was gassing me tf up! “Damn, this shit feel good” “This mf juicy” It was making the experience 10x better, because he wasn’t expecting me to feed his ego and I felt like he was genuinely in the moment speaking what he felt. So he’s talking that talk to me while he’s fucking the shit outta me and then he asks me if he can stick it in my ass 😳 Yall, I have always declined anal, like my guy, that’s an exit only when it comes to this body. Buuuut I was all liquored up, he was majorly feeding my ego with his comments about how good I felt to him, and I had just unboxed a bottle of lube. I said yes. Here are my thoughts on anal sex…it is painful. It is pleasurable. It is not my favorite thing. I’ll do it for my partner’s pleasure, but I’m not asking or seeking that out. He was very gentle, he took his time, we used the lube and it still hurt like hell during some parts. Also, I was afraid I was going to poop on him. My asshole was wide open and I had to concentrate real hard to keep it in. Especially because I didn’t know what “it” was…could’ve just been a fart or it could’ve been everything I ate trying to release itself from my body 🤷Thankfully, we didn’t find out. After we were done, we went back to the movie and chilled a little bit. I told him he was free to go whenever. I think he was a little shocked by that because he asked me why I said that. I just like to let people know I’m not holding them hostage just because we fucked. I got what I wanted already. He stayed a little while longer. As I was walking him out, he hugged me, and then thanked me. He thanked me every time he left btw. Charlie and I proceeded to make a habit out of talking regularly, watching good movies that I had never seen before, and having fairly decent sex. He would lay butt ass naked on my floor after we were done and be almost asleep. I say almost because I used to fuck with him while he was down there. Also, I was good to him. I cleaned him up after we were done. He would just lay there afterwards, so I would use a cold washcloth and shock the fuck out of him. Good times! Charlie and I got together a few more times and had a good time every time. More movies, more laughs, more cuddles, more anal…Things slowed down a bit. Idk what he had going on, but I knew what I was looking for and he was no longer providing it as regularly as I would like. I did genuinely like Charlie, but I never lost track of my mission. I wanted sex. I’m a good person, I would’ve been there for him if he needed me to be, but I wasn’t emotionally invested enough to go searching for blues clues trying to figure out what he needed. I ended up telling him like I don’t think this is what I’m looking for. I wanted something more consistent. He seemed to respect my decision. Danny got a lot of booty calls during this period lol I Charlie and I spoke a little bit more after that. I tried to keep the rapport going a little bit because I did enjoy talking to him, but he continued to be inconsistent and I was like okay there’s nothing for me here and that’s that on that. I wish that one had a better ending… Next Up: Commercial Break- Rodney 🙃
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Before we get into a new guy, I have to express my gratitude to all of you! I did not expect anyone to even care that much about what I had going on lol I have never received so many texts, calls, or DMs about something I have posted. Also, I can see the website stats and they are through the roof. Yall like a good sex story just as much as I do lol Alright, let’s get to what you came here for 🙃
Charlie and I matched on BLK. We had been matched for a while actually, but we never communicated. I finally decided to reach out and say hey. I’m not shy about shooting my shot; if I'm interested, I’ll let you know. He responded well and the conversation was great. If it’s not kindergarten that reels men in, it’s how much I read. It seems like reading is one of those things that nonreaders say they want to do, but don’t really get around to doing. It is a great conversation topic for me because it gets me excited and I usually know of a book they may be interested in. When it was time to link with Charlie, I felt a little more comfortable because he was coming to my place. HOME COURT ADVANTAGE BABYYYY! Plus my sister is close and I know where all the knives are lol I was engaging in these risky behaviors scared af, but so determined! When he told me he was outside and lost, I was starting to get nervous again. Like first link jitters…I went outside to get him and was surprised by how short he was. He was still taller than me, but by like an inch. I felt like we were eye level. I was a little taken aback because I didn’t see that coming. I shrugged that off and made some other observations. He’s very pretty and I love his hair. He has dreads and they are beautiful. I always asked to touch his hair every time he came over. We chatted a little bit and he was making fun of the fact that I went to DECA! He said we think we’re better than everyone else, all in good fun. No offense was taken. Similarly to Danny, he shared something extremely personal, but good to know. He told me he lives with his mom. He fell on a hard time and had to do what he had to do. I was empathetic to it and as long as he could show up for me, I didn’t care. Those were my feelings about that at the time. My feelings changed as I began to make some realizations. We’ll address that in another post. I always ask guys about a common misconception people have about them. I think it’s a very telling question. He told me that he was nonchalant and that people think that he doesn’t have feelings. That was a red flag for me. It was that big red emotionally unavailable flag. The scary thing about it is that I kinda liked Charlie. We talked most days throughout the week, which was very different from Danny. After our first time together, we stuck to business. Charlie was a bit of a talker. On his time. Anyway, I can’t remember what I was watching, but I gave him the remote and he turned on Ray. I was immediately impressed because that is one of my favorite movies. While the movie was playing, we continued to talk and then I remembered I had an Amazon package. I thought it would be fun to unbox it. Well, Amazon combined two of my orders and there was a bottle of lube in the box. I was so embarrassed and I hoped he didn’t see it. I have no idea if he did or not lol Ironically, it came in handy later 😜 After the unboxing, we started drinking and he smoked. I love when men smoke in my place lol it feeds something in my soul…Maybe the part of me that hates my neighbor’s cigarette smoke perhaps? We’re a few drinks in and he started scooting closer to me. Sex makes me so happy, yall! I might have a problem 🫢 I'm internally jumping for joy! He starts getting a little more physical…rubbing my arm, bringing his lips close to my ear as he was talking. I love being touched by whoever my man of the moment is. So he’s touching me and I’m internally screaming “make your move, Charlie!”. He was taking too long so I turned to him and told him “We’re not going to watch that much more of this movie…” when I turned my head back towards the screen, he bit the nape of my neck. That is an experience I thought I would never have…as are some of the other things that occurred that night... So here’s where we get down and dirty. If you don’t want the salacious details of this sexual encounter, now is the time to close out…
He walked me into his house and we sat on the couch. He asked me what I wanted to watch…I shrugged my shoulders because he knows damn well I’m not trying to watch anything. He turned on a movie on Tubi, which I knew nothing about at the time lol As soon as he pressed play on the movie, he said “You know you’re sexy, right?” and he pulled me on top of him. On the inside, I was so giddy! The fear had eased and the anticipation was on the rise. We were kissing and then before you know it, clothes were flying and my weapons were falling out. Remember how I was scared? Well, I keep a knife and pepper spray close most times. I had stashed pepper spray in my bra and a knife in my pants. When he went to take my bra off, the pepper spray fell out on his chest. We looked at each other and burst out laughing! Yall, that made me so comfortable. Instant level up on the connection because we could laugh in an intimate moment. Laughing just adds something to the experience. Anyway, he kissed down my neck and made his way down to my nipples. He bit them…HARD. AND I LIKED IT!!! Everyone has always been so gentle and Danny was not. This will be a theme as we move through the night. He pushed me over to the other side of the couch and started pulling my shorts down. The knife fell out on the floor in front of him. He looked up at me like “for real?” and I just laughed. He flipped me over and bent me over his couch. He started teasing me. Kissing around it, but not kissing it…touching around it, but not touching it…I was losing my mind. I almost feel like the anticipation is the best part. My body was so ready for everything he was about to do to it. He stood me back up and walked me to his bedroom. It was huge! He went to go get something, so I looked around. I was admiring the art on his walls when he came up from behind me and stuck his hand around my neck. Again, I was shooketh because what?! He was choking me…I was scared and exhilarated!! He turned me around so that I was now standing up against the wall instead of facing it. He kissed me slowly and passionately with his hand around my neck. Kissing is my favorite!! It’s really all the foreplay that I need, but I will absolutely take more lol He walked me over to his bed and kinda pushed me up there. It was almost as tall as me. He’s 6’3”. So I’m bent over on his bed and he inserts one finger…then another…and then another! He flipped me around, climbed on top of me and kissed me as he entered me. It was slow and gentle, at first. Then he pounded my shit!!! I have always thought that I would love rougher sex, but this experience confirmed it. When he flipped me over and entered me from behind, he was not gentle at all (slapping my ass, pulling my hair, choking me). I’m sure he left marks. I must’ve looked like I got into a fight afterwards. I was on such a dick high driving home that I didn’t even pay attention to what I looked like. Danny is an adventurous lover. We fucked all over his bedroom, in the shower, in front of the mirror, on the floor, and all over the bed on the first link. It was a wild 1.5 hours (of course there were intermissions) and you can bet your bottom dollar that I went back for more. We keep in contact and link occasionally. He’s down for whatever I want to do. When I say he’s adventurous, I mean he tells me what to wear and how to address him. He also tries to help check things off my sexual bucket list. Even the illegal things lol… Next Up: Charlie 🙂 Heyyy frans! Here is the first of a few steamy stories… Back in 2020 I shared 3 stories that were on the sexy side. Ok fine, they were basically porn lol Well 2022 was an interesting year for me as far as men and sex are concerned. I want to tell my stories… Towards the end of last summer, I was absolutely fed up with men. I’m pretty sure I hated them. Like all of them could rot in hell. I was just so over how low the bar is for what makes a good man compared to what makes a good woman and so many other things. The issue with this frustration is that I still strongly desired sex. I decided to get back on the dating apps and be intentional about seeking out just that part. Yall, I had to play it smart. A woman cannot get on a dating app and advertise that she’s looking for sex. I needed to seek out the right men for this. After about a week, I had two contenders. This story is about Danny. Danny and I matched on Hinge last August. Yall know I love me an older man…he’s 40. We started talking on a Monday and we were fucking by that Friday. We had good conversation the whole week. In those conversations, something extremely intriguing popped up. He shared with me that he had a felony…Yall…that turned me on so much!! I know, I know…I’m in therapy guys, it’s fine. I don’t know why that didn’t scare me away when I walk around scared of air most days. It was a Friday…I had just left Open House at school and I was headed home to do one of my favorite things: sleep. He texted me and told me it was time to link. I was like alright bet. I was grabbing my keys and putting my shoes on when it occurred to me that I don’t know this man. I got hit with the first of many waves of fear. We had only communicated through text at this point and I needed to be sure he at least matched the pictures on his profile. He facetimed me and it sounded like he had a party going on in the background. That made me a little nervous because I wouldn’t want to show up to this man’s house and there are other people there. Not on the first link. That sounds no bueno. I was nervous, but did I change my mind? NOPE! After the call ended, I grabbed my keys and headed out the door. I get about 10 minutes away from home and the second wave of fear hits. I don’t know this man!!! I’m headed to the home of a strange man to have sex…all of this was new to me. Up until this, I was relatively safe in my choice of sexual partners. Safe meaning, I knew them before we had sex. I pulled over to a gas station to get myself together. My heart was beating out of my chest. At this point, I was like ok I need to tell someone what I’m doing. I had to choose the right friend lol I didn’t want to be talked out of it or met with anyone else’s anxiety about the situation, but I wanted someone to know I was out here being risky. Check out the screenshot of the convo:  I felt better after letting someone know what I was up to and sharing my location. I went inside to get some water and mints because I left my house so hastily that I didn’t even brush my teeth beforehand…I was wearing biker shorts and a ratty old house shirt…I had to at least have fresh breath lol Well guys…I didn’t have my purse. I walked out of my house to meet a stranger with money or identification…Thankfully, the cashier taught me how to use apple pay in the store!
I was feeling much more calm after eating 5 breath mints and drinking some water, so I decided to get back on the road. I have never driven to his part of Jefferson Township at night and had no idea how dark it gets. I was creeped out. Although I love the dark, I’m very afraid of it. I’m driving out into the country, no lights, no traffic…just me, back roads, and trees. A third wave of fear hit me and I thought OMG I’m about to die behind some dick. Wooooow. But did I turn around? NOPE! I kept on following my little gps. I made it to his house and parked. I told him to come get me (always a princess) and he did. He stuck his tongue so far down my throat!!! I was shooketh because what?! How about saying hi lol We continued making out outside my car for about a minute. He grabbed my ass and gave me one more quick kiss before he said “come on” and led me into his house… We’ll stop right there and pick it back up next time 🙂 but just a fair warning, if you don’t want to know detailed information about this encounter, don’t read the next one. |