Charlie Pt 2

This is going to get real dirty. Turn back now or don’t…Up to you!

I turned around and we started kissing. We’re kissing and walking towards my bedroom. While we’re kissing I’m asking him if he has a condom. He says…no. HE SAID NO!!! I’m like did you not know what we were going to do here? Am I the only one who was trying to fuck tonight? This is a thing, yall. People be out here fucking with no condoms. I was people until I started this phase of my life. Anyway, I went to my secret, I guess not-so-secret anymore, sex box and gave him a condom. 

We kissed a bit more and got undressed. He pushed me over the foot of my bed and was sliding into me within seconds. That first stroke cannot be fucked with if the dick is dicking like it should. Charlie…that man was different. He taught me that I can fuck with a shorter dude. I thought I was more shallow than that, honestly. I was very pleasantly surprised at how little height mattered when it came to dominating in the bedroom. He also taught me that I love a vocal man. In my experience, when men talk, they’re asking me to say stuff. “How that dick feel? “You gon cum for daddy?” Shit like that. Buuuuut Charlie? No, Charlie was gassing me tf up! “Damn, this shit feel good” “This mf juicy” It was making the experience 10x better, because he wasn’t expecting me to feed his ego and I felt like he was genuinely in the moment speaking what he felt. 

So he’s talking that talk to me while he’s fucking the shit outta me and then he asks me if he can stick it in my ass 😳 Yall, I have always declined anal, like my guy, that’s an exit only when it comes to this body. Buuuut I was all liquored up, he was majorly feeding my ego with his comments about how good I felt to him, and I had just unboxed a bottle of lube. I said yes. 

Here are my thoughts on anal sex…it is painful. It is pleasurable. It is not my favorite thing. I’ll do it for my partner’s pleasure, but I’m not asking or seeking that out. He was very gentle, he took his time, we used the lube and it still hurt like hell during some parts. Also, I was afraid I was going to poop on him. My asshole was wide open and I had to concentrate real hard to keep it in. Especially because I didn’t know what “it” was…could’ve just been a fart or it could’ve been everything I ate trying to release itself from my body 🤷Thankfully, we didn’t find out.

After we were done, we went back to the movie and chilled a little bit. I told him he was free to go whenever. I think he was a little shocked by that because he asked me why I said that. I just like to let people know I’m not holding them hostage just because we fucked. I got what I wanted already. He stayed a little while longer. As I was walking him out, he hugged me, and then thanked me. He thanked me every time he left btw.

Charlie and I proceeded to make a habit out of talking regularly, watching good movies that I had never seen before, and having fairly decent sex. He would lay butt ass naked on my floor after we were done and be almost asleep. I say almost because I used to fuck with him while he was down there. Also, I was good to him. I cleaned him up after we were done. He would just lay there afterwards, so I would use a cold washcloth and shock the fuck out of him. Good times! 

Charlie and I got together a few more times and had a good time every time. More movies, more laughs, more cuddles, more anal…Things slowed down a bit. Idk what he had going on, but I knew what I was looking for and he was no longer providing it as regularly as I would like. I did genuinely like Charlie, but I never lost track of my mission. I wanted sex. I’m a good person, I would’ve been there for him if he needed me to be, but I wasn’t emotionally invested enough to go searching for blues clues trying to figure out what he needed. I ended up telling him like I don’t think this is what I’m looking for. I wanted something more consistent. He seemed to respect my decision. Danny got a lot of booty calls during this period lol I 

Charlie and I spoke a little bit more after that. I tried to keep the rapport going a little bit because I did enjoy talking to him, but he continued to be inconsistent and I was like okay there’s nothing for me here and that’s that on that. 

I wish that one had a better ending…

Next Up: Commercial Break- Rodney 🙃